{ Getting used to the pain }

Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyone and bid farewell with a smile

The moment I’ve always dreamed about breaks down and after everyone I believed would stay by me, leaves

The pieces of my memory if among them, just one, just one moment became strength to me

Sometimes when you realize there is no one by your side, you know it’s time to learn how to face things alone

They believe in my fake smiles and get suprised when I say I’m depressed

Am I not so good at hiding and controlling my feelings or are you just another liar saying you will help me if I tell you the truth?


( S T A Y - S T R O N G)











B R O K E N
I don't deserve this pain
Me

You see that girl? She looks so happy right?Smiling everytime and Dying inside. She's hurt.Tired of all the drama. Tired of not being good enough.Tired of life.But she doesn't want to look weak and attention seeking.She keeps it inside.Acts like everything gonna be okay but cries at night.So everybody thinks that she's the happier person they know.That she doesn't have any problems. If only the know the truth ....



Step Here

Sunday, March 23, 2014 | 1:01 AM | 0 comments

Spring 🌺

 ...... gdluck to all spm candidates fr yr result yey *clap hands*.Macam mana result awak. Macam tu lah usaha awak. Chill. Spm bukan segalanya. Hidup perlu diteruskan takmo frust menonggeng bagai k ? :)

  and yeah i cant imagine macam mana result spm aku. adakah cemerlang straight A's ? Atau tak ada A ? Atau mungkin result aku tu buat parents gembira ? Atau mungkin sebaliknya ? Ah insyaAllah everythings is gonna be okay :) 

 Me is so miserable rn. Thinks abt aliran apa yang aku kena ambil tahun depan. Walaupun lama lagi. Tapi kita kena sediakan payung sebelum hujan kan. Based on wht cikgu Jamal said '' saya tak galakkan awak ambik aliran sains sebab memang susah '' and im just like '' so saya kena ambik apa if nak jadi doktor kalau bukan sains huwaaaa ''.

 Memang tak dinafikan aliran sains is so susah. Dengan fizik bio kimia addmath apa semua tu. Subject asas form 3 ni pun kelam kabut aku nak catch up. Ni lagi nak tambah dengan berbagai subject yang boleh tahan susahnya. Haih wht can i do ? Tambah lagi aku ni susah nak catch up apa yang di ajar. Lagi bertambah payah. Kenapa susah sangat ni ???!!!!!

 Tapi tapi k ada tapinya........ InsyaAllah aku tak akan give up kejar cita cita nak jadi doktor. Nak banggakan mak&&ayah itu matlamat aku. Ye aku boleh :')))))))))))




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