{ Getting used to the pain }

Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyone and bid farewell with a smile

The moment I’ve always dreamed about breaks down and after everyone I believed would stay by me, leaves

The pieces of my memory if among them, just one, just one moment became strength to me

Sometimes when you realize there is no one by your side, you know it’s time to learn how to face things alone

They believe in my fake smiles and get suprised when I say I’m depressed

Am I not so good at hiding and controlling my feelings or are you just another liar saying you will help me if I tell you the truth?


( S T A Y - S T R O N G)











B R O K E N
I don't deserve this pain
Me

You see that girl? She looks so happy right?Smiling everytime and Dying inside. She's hurt.Tired of all the drama. Tired of not being good enough.Tired of life.But she doesn't want to look weak and attention seeking.She keeps it inside.Acts like everything gonna be okay but cries at night.So everybody thinks that she's the happier person they know.That she doesn't have any problems. If only the know the truth ....



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rindu ni datang lagi ...
Sunday, December 15, 2013 | 11:55 AM | 0 comments
This🙌

 Rindu ? satu perasaan yang sangat memeritkan. ye memang perit tahan rindu tu. lagi perit bila kita rindu someone tu tapi dalam pada masa yang sama. dia tak rindukan kita macam kita rindukan dia. rasa macam nak terjun katil berkali-kali weh.........

 Penat buang jauh jauh perasaan rindu ni dekat dia. sebab aku tahu perasaan rindu yang dulunya melekat sentiasa dalam hati dia kat aku tu dah takda. kosong. dan sekarang giliran aku yang rasa perasaan tu. kenapa susah sangat nak buang perasaan ni jauh jauh. pls gimme some strenght.......

 Jujur aku sangat rindu diri dia yang dulu. walaupun sekarang kita strangers. whatsapp pun boleh dikira. rindu sangat dengan panggilan sayang kau yang selalu ucap kat aku dulu. Ya Allah. maafkan aku ..........

 Aku mengaku. sampai sekarang hati ni masih ada nama kau sorang. ye cuma kau. taktau macam mana nak pupuskan nama tu dari hati ni...

 untuk kesekian kalinya. aku rindu kau. bukan rindu sikit. taktahu nak aggarkan rindu ni macam mana. take care of yrself ''sayang''.....................


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