{ Getting used to the pain }

Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyone and bid farewell with a smile

The moment I’ve always dreamed about breaks down and after everyone I believed would stay by me, leaves

The pieces of my memory if among them, just one, just one moment became strength to me

Sometimes when you realize there is no one by your side, you know it’s time to learn how to face things alone

They believe in my fake smiles and get suprised when I say I’m depressed

Am I not so good at hiding and controlling my feelings or are you just another liar saying you will help me if I tell you the truth?


( S T A Y - S T R O N G)











B R O K E N
I don't deserve this pain
Me

You see that girl? She looks so happy right?Smiling everytime and Dying inside. She's hurt.Tired of all the drama. Tired of not being good enough.Tired of life.But she doesn't want to look weak and attention seeking.She keeps it inside.Acts like everything gonna be okay but cries at night.So everybody thinks that she's the happier person they know.That she doesn't have any problems. If only the know the truth ....



Step Here
myself
Wednesday, December 11, 2013 | 2:59 PM | 0 comments

 aku benci dengan diri aku sendiri. benci dengan ego yang ada. ego yang tinggi macam gunung everest tapi tinggi lagi sikit. benci dengan hati aku. benci dengan segalanya dan aku cuma taktahu kenapa.

 kebelakangan ni mood down sangat. senang sangat mengalah. senang sangat mata tu nak 'berpeluh'. takde siapa mungkin yang akan faham keadaan aku ni. macam macam problem yang menghantui diri aku. aku cuma nak bahagia. nak bahagia dengan kebahagiaan aku sendiri. bukan kat atas penderitaan orang lain. aku bukan jenis macam tu. maaf

 takpelah. mungkin kebahagiaan tu belum milik aku lagi. La Tahzan Innallaha Maana


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