{ Getting used to the pain }

Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyone and bid farewell with a smile

The moment I’ve always dreamed about breaks down and after everyone I believed would stay by me, leaves

The pieces of my memory if among them, just one, just one moment became strength to me

Sometimes when you realize there is no one by your side, you know it’s time to learn how to face things alone

They believe in my fake smiles and get suprised when I say I’m depressed

Am I not so good at hiding and controlling my feelings or are you just another liar saying you will help me if I tell you the truth?


( S T A Y - S T R O N G)











B R O K E N
I don't deserve this pain
Me

You see that girl? She looks so happy right?Smiling everytime and Dying inside. She's hurt.Tired of all the drama. Tired of not being good enough.Tired of life.But she doesn't want to look weak and attention seeking.She keeps it inside.Acts like everything gonna be okay but cries at night.So everybody thinks that she's the happier person they know.That she doesn't have any problems. If only the know the truth ....



Step Here

Hope.
Monday, July 29, 2013 | 6:03 AM | 0 comments
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  Harapan ? cukup. aku taknak dikecewakan lagi dengan sebuah harapan palsu sekali lagi. hati aku dah penat tanggung betapa sakitnya diberi harapan palsu. Cukuplah untuk berapa kali hati ni dimainkan sesuka hati. aku manusia. aku ada perasaan. kena aku yang senang suka orang. memang ngam sangat. tahu macam mana sakitnya diberi harapan palsu ? cuba ambik pisau tu then cucuk cucuk cucuk dekat anggota badan korang. sakitnya Allah je yang tahu :') 

 For example. Awak kenal dengan seorang budak lelaki ni. Selalu chatting. Selalu berkomunikasi lah senang cerita. Dekat laman sosial atau face to face. Satu hari tu tiba tiba dia ucap rindu. dia ucap sayang dekat awak. Lagi-lagi dia tu sweet talker. Hati perempuan kan senang cair. Mana kita tak cair dengan kata-kata dia tu. Dia tak sedar yang dalam diam dia bagi harapan palsu kat kita. Satu hari dia kata dia cuma anggap awak sebagai kawan dan cuma kawan. Ucap rindu dan sayang dia tu hanya gurauan. Dekat situ baru kita rasa dipermainkan. Di perbodohkan. Hm goodboy :')

 Kesimpulannya dekat sini. Kita orang perempuan jangan mudah cair dengan ayat ayat lelaki. Jaga maruah sebaik mungkin. Jangan terlalu letak harapan tinggi dekat someone yang kita tahu kita takkan dapat. 

Keep Calm & Stay Strong. Okay bergerak ke asrama dulu. Assalamualaikum guys xx





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