{ Getting used to the pain }

Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyone and bid farewell with a smile

The moment I’ve always dreamed about breaks down and after everyone I believed would stay by me, leaves

The pieces of my memory if among them, just one, just one moment became strength to me

Sometimes when you realize there is no one by your side, you know it’s time to learn how to face things alone

They believe in my fake smiles and get suprised when I say I’m depressed

Am I not so good at hiding and controlling my feelings or are you just another liar saying you will help me if I tell you the truth?


( S T A Y - S T R O N G)











B R O K E N
I don't deserve this pain
Me

You see that girl? She looks so happy right?Smiling everytime and Dying inside. She's hurt.Tired of all the drama. Tired of not being good enough.Tired of life.But she doesn't want to look weak and attention seeking.She keeps it inside.Acts like everything gonna be okay but cries at night.So everybody thinks that she's the happier person they know.That she doesn't have any problems. If only the know the truth ....



Step Here
Sunyi
Sunday, June 9, 2013 | 4:47 AM | 0 comments

Masuk Universiti? Perkara yang best mungkin. Act tadi baru hantar abang ke Universiti Islam Antarabangsa a.k.a UIA. Hmm nampak dia best je. Yelah dapat roomate dengan bestfriend 5 tahun. Siapa tak suka kan?  Kalau aku pun suka :-)

Ramai yang handsome. Eh tak adalah ramai sangat. Muka budak pandai kan?  Muka budak budak bakal engineer. Hm untung :-) barang abang serious banyak. Well nama pun U. Siap bawak sterika bagai. Yang tak sukanya. Dorm dia buruk tambah lagi crowded. Hm U tu pun lama dah dibina bak kata ayah.

Bila abang masuk U ni. Rasa rumah ni sunyi semacam je. Tak ada dengar iman dengan abang bergaduh. Takde siapa teman aku tengok running man. Haha rasa kekurangan jugak lah. Ceh poyo semua ni.  Harapan aku nak tengok abang berjaya. Banggakan ayah dengan mak. Cukup lah tu.

Haa jaga diri baik baik kat sana. Jangan kuat makan. Haha kejam. Bytheway cuti dah semakin ke penghujung. Esok nightmare akan bermula. Balik hostel :-( aku taknak balik weh. Rasa sedih nak tinggalkan rumah ni. Macam rasa baru first time masuk asrama. Hm dah nak pukul 5 pagi. Nak masuk tidur dulu. K assalamualaikum xx



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