{ Getting used to the pain }

Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyone and bid farewell with a smile

The moment I’ve always dreamed about breaks down and after everyone I believed would stay by me, leaves

The pieces of my memory if among them, just one, just one moment became strength to me

Sometimes when you realize there is no one by your side, you know it’s time to learn how to face things alone

They believe in my fake smiles and get suprised when I say I’m depressed

Am I not so good at hiding and controlling my feelings or are you just another liar saying you will help me if I tell you the truth?


( S T A Y - S T R O N G)











B R O K E N
I don't deserve this pain
Me

You see that girl? She looks so happy right?Smiling everytime and Dying inside. She's hurt.Tired of all the drama. Tired of not being good enough.Tired of life.But she doesn't want to look weak and attention seeking.She keeps it inside.Acts like everything gonna be okay but cries at night.So everybody thinks that she's the happier person they know.That she doesn't have any problems. If only the know the truth ....



Step Here

Saya ada perasaan.
Monday, May 27, 2013 | 2:44 AM | 0 comments

 Perasaan? Semua orang ada perasaan kan? Tak normal la kalau tak ada perasaan. Dalam dunia ni ada banyak perasaan. Ada sedih , gembira , kecewa , marah , sakit hati dan yang sewaktu dengannya. Kadang kadang kita pun tak tahu apa perasaan kita sekarang ni. Bercampur baur. Like my situation now.

  Pernah alami tak situasi di mana awak gembira-gembira dengan dia. selalu mention/text/call/chat. bahagia je rasa masa tu. bila dia sehari tak muncul awak mula huru hara. baru sehari tak nampak muka dia awak dah tercari-cari. baru sehari tak mention/text/call/chat awak dah gelabah. Pernah ? Dan awak baru sedar yang hati awak mula suka dia hari demi hari tapi awak tak nak perasaan tu ada. Susah kan kalau berada dalam situasi ni.

 Dan ya itu yang aku alami. The truth is memang susah nak jauhkan diri dari dia semata-mata untuk sekat perasaan ni dari terus berleluasa. But the problem is I can't... Cara dia layan aku. cara dia buat aku selalu tersenyum buat perasaan ni susah nak buang. kadang kadang terasa juga diri ni ' special ' dekat mata dia. tapi aku tahu itu semua tanggapan aku. semua tu takkan berlaku.

 My problem is ' senang suka dekat orang ' Got it ? perasaan tu buat aku terseksa. cukup lah aku dah terseksa selama ni. Apa yang aku harap cuma tak nak perasaan ni terus membelenggu diri aku. Move on secepat mungkin.......

Don't worry Be happy. Allah always beside me :)

  


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